Goodmorning blog and bloggers,
I was up most of the night. I feel like a big yellow bus came into my room, when I was sleeping and hit me.
But I got so much finished. i learned if I stretch a lot (because my muscles tighten with movement) that I do much better.
I was so hungry last night. Its so hard when I'm hungry. We need to watch everything we eat. If something is hard for the Kidneys to filter , we are really to stay away from it. And thats just about everything. White rice and white bread are o.k....mmmm yummy, a white rice sandwich...lol
I do cheat a bit. I like to eat a little ice cream. O.K, you caught me in my first lie...I eat a fair amount of ice cream... O.K O.K ! I eat it everyday...lol
Gosh...Well I can't give up everything. LOL..gotta still live. Part of living is ice cream guys, you all know that.Dairy Queen and Dairy Hut are my buddies.
Well I worked a lot on my Seaside Cottage themed decor last night. I'm making signs that say things that have to do with beachy cottage stuff. Very cute. I had to make sure I did not mis-spell anything. I can't make cute signs if they all mis-spelled.
Every time I finish an item I write it down in a book and give it a price. Last night that was to hard to do. I could not concentrate on words and writing. So I just put everything in one area that needs to be priced. I will get my husband to help me.
Speaking of my husband...what a man. Money gets tight,Lupus is exspensive to have. He never complains. He just works harder and longer. I'm sure many of you know him, or a least have seen him. He drives around in his big white van (says Spero Door on the side)and smiles at everyone. But inside he gets scared a lot.
He says it gets very hard to see me on bad days. He worries. Will he come home to find me in a bad way? A stroke or worse? I can't imagine what family members go through. That must be hard. I am only 41 and we need to worry about these things already.
My 3 daughters are great. The oldest just gave us our first grandchild, the middle is a Soldier in the Army and our youngest is always in honors at school.
We try not to dwell on me. I have told them all that everyday is another day you are alive, so live. They don't dwell on what I have. And all 3 are stronge ladies. I am honored to be their mom everyday.
Well I'm off for now. I am very slow today. I have dizzy spells every single time I stand up...lol...yuk!
I need to take it carefully today and schedule my day very well so I don't loose the energy I have.
I plan to take a walk tonight.
Talk soon everyone.
Make it a good day,
Anita